Don't even ask why. LOL. I try to switch my brain off but it ain't working. All these hours and days of nothing to do aren't good for me as I am left to ponder my feelings and everything that has happened this year. What's worse is there are four days of vacation left until I can go back to forgetting my problems over excel sheets. I seriously need to get a grip. I am trading one catastrophy for the next. xxx PS: If you don't know what this is about, don't guess. Thanks.